It definitely appears that way. I ran across the street to Walgreens and picked up a two pack of Clearblue pregnancy tests. I took one, and this is my result.
So then. I guess, just because I have it, I’ll take the second one in a few days. And hopefully in that time frame, I can figure out how to tell the father. I don’t even know how to tell him…
He doesn’t really want anymore kids- hell, he hasn’t been able to see his daughter since, what, January? He’s gotten his drinking under control, but his ex-wife still won’t let him see their daughter. He doesn’t want another baby in the mix.
I don’t want him to feel like he’s responsible. I mean, I know he is, but he has so much shit going on right now. I feel like by not telling him, it’d keep one less thing from his plate of stress.
Omg. I know a woman should always tell the father (unless he’s an abusive ass, in that case, just run. Run far.) but grr.
I’m really not freaked out. Just more shocked. Very shocked.